Here I am . I made it through the 4th chemo much better then the 3rd! I got IV fluids & zofran, got to love the liquids. I told you I would tell you about my meditation river catfish. So here you go. I read in a book about using an animal to help your mind eradicate your cancer. So one man said he used catfish because they never sleep, they only eat the waste (so all your good cells are left alone), and they are strong. So I did a little research I never realized there were so many types of cat fish. I choose the channel catfish because it can swim and eat in the current and it looks like a rainbow trout, some what, along with the other characteristics I mentioned above. So now when I meditate I envision my "fish boys" working hard eating all the dead chemo so my liver doesn't get over whelmed. Then I have it state on the tumors in my breast. I feel like it is helping. During my 3rd chemo I was really worried about the bone pain so Mike and I looked up how the blood is made in the bones and how it gets out. I decided to envision the blood leaving my bones faster into the blood stream with the thought if I didn't let the bones get too full they wouldn't hurt. I think it worked to a point. The bone pain was cut in half that time.